The Days, The Hours, The Moments: Day 66 ~ Too Tired To Think…

If I could have had someone here to take a picture of Pugsley and I right now that would be us. He is here snuggled in beside me sleeping and I would be asleep too but I want to get a little blog post up. Little is about all I can do.

These days are so busy right now it’s hard to do anything but slog through all that needs to be done. This morning it was phone calls with insurance adjusters, and then dealing with medical billing from my recent hospital trip for the blood clot in my leg, and then getting the estimate and making arrangements with the tree guy who is going to come Thursday and be here all day. This has literally been hanging over my head since the hurricane and it is a relief to be moving forward with all of this. But it’s a lot, a whole lot, and it’s wearying. 

Then I had a doctor’s appointment this afternoon, after which I had to go pick up medicine for Pugsley and then go to the Honda dealer because the light was coming on indicating there was a problem with the tires. I just spent hours at the Honda dealer on Thursday for an oil change and the yearly inspection and everything was fine so when the light came on the dash I just rolled my eyes. One more stop in an already busy day. They got that taken care of, a minor deal, and I finally got home at 4:30. Pugsley was beside himself, and needed to go out. I changed back into my house clothes and just crashed. I thought it was not possible to write a blog post which is how I feel a lot these days. There has not been a day in over a week that was not filled with phone calls, appointments, and dealing with too much of everything and I am just so tired.

Some days we just need to take care of life and “get all the things done.” This was one of those days. I can hardly keep my eyes open. Tonight I am just going to chill, and stitch, and snuggle my boy. That’s all I’ve got it in me to do and that’s okay. I have a big decision to make about something this week and it is weighing me down a bit but I will deal with that too. This is life, we do the best we can and we keep moving forward. I am moving, slow and steady, but inching forward. It’s enough.

I am going to close my eyes now for a minute. My body is saying “Enough for one day.” I am listening to my body and my aching leg. It is surely enough…